we change,we grow up,we fuck up,we love,we hurt,we're teenagers & we're still learning how life *

Islam. Hikmah.



Well, my life is simple. I go for school, mix with peoples, stress out and desperately asked for holidays. When holidays come, I the most excited person at that school you see. then when I'm was at the holidays mood, I got this as a rewards. I have my own life, but I love my mom and dad too much, so I must sacrifice.Well, sacrifice a thing. A thing? I think a LOT. but nevermind. hem many things had happen to me actually since this holidays, I also drop my tears too. My emotion has totally overcome myself, well its me. I lost with my own life. Then I realize, I can't just be like this. I must fight for 'em. In fact, I will scold everyone around me. I'm so sorry. Bismillahirrohmanirrahim, Dear god, please give me strength to fight this emotions, I don't want to hurt someone heart too. I just need more space and realize how far I must face this life. I know, there is a reason why you put me there, to study and finish my SPM at that place, I should open my eyes to realize that. Please help me Allah, I love you Allah. Ameen.