

i never done anything like this with my boyfriend. lately, we'd been missing each other like crazy. i never felt bored with him. He always try to makes me happy. I thanked you for that. Boy, i really love you and i hope that i won't lose you in any condition. Its to much to let go. You're just different from others. I knw we have to understand that we're struggling for our future, we can't put all focus on us only, but STUDY comes first. Like we both said. yeah we face our ups and down together. Next year gonna be our SPM, so i hope that we can get what we want. i'll always pray that you can be a Doctor in 10 more years, i knw you eager with your ambition. so that i hope you'll pray for me to :) Once we'd acchieve our ambition, then we can live our life as we want it to be. i dont want you just make me believe with your pinky promises, but please prove it to me :') I'll try my best to keep this relationship going and i hope you feel the same way to. I'm deeply in love with you sweetheart , my heart is special because it has you. Please takecare of it sayang. With love, syamimi jamil ♥