we change,we grow up,we fuck up,we love,we hurt,we're teenagers & we're still learning how life *

I hope it was you.

Assalamualaikum. Dear future husband,

This entry is meant for you. I'm sorry if I can't be a good wife later because I am not perfect. I am not a really good person but alhamdullilah, my mama and ayah taught me well. At least I am a person with hearts and emotions. Please don't blame them if anything is wrong.

I hope we can live happily together. Forever. I really want to live in a not-really-big house. With kids in it. I pray so that we can live happily with few fights and a lot of teasing, smile and laughter. I will be loyal to you only. I hope that you'll do the same.

My love, I am sorry if I am quite annoying. I am sorry if I am loud. I am sorry I am so ego. Sorry if I'm obsessed too much with my stress and let them overcome me.  hem. That is just me natural behavior. I hope you can accept me for who I am. I know you will know me well because you are meant to me. so,thank you!

I know that both of us can live together because Allah already choose you for me. So, I'll accept you for whoever you are. Right now, at this moment when I am typing this entry, we still don't know each other or maybe I have know you right now. We don't know that we were meant for each other. Because now, I just have someone that I love. yes it you! 

Please teach me if I'm wrong. Guide me. I am willing to learn and listen. Thank you. Assalamualaikum.  




4AM . Can't sleep so I write this. Don't judge me yet, I know I'm still young but everyone has their future. This is one of my hope in future. yes, One of my hope is getting marry with someone that I love. bye, morning! :*